System Map

This is Mina, she is the “host” of the system, though she has been on and off in performing that role. She is a designer and an artist. She also does still & motion image documenting.

Triggers:
loud noises, rude or aggressive behavior, cigarette smoke, gaslighting

Signs of Fronting:
makeup, girl-talk, professionalism, light-heartedness

This is Darkmode Mina, she is the darker side of the two Minas, the other being Lightmode Mina.
She is a full-stack designer. She is very serious about her design work.

Triggers:
gaslighting, not being taken seriously, unprofessionalism

Signs of Fronting:
dark makeup, sarcastic girl-talk, professionalism, dark-humor

Peter is great at navigating the subway system of NYC. He is also great at conflict management and keeping a level head when things get sketchy.

Triggers:
sometimes gets annoyed when the trains aren’t running on time

Signs of Fronting:
calm smile, confident navigation skills, personableness

Emi is a girly girl. She likes to practice her girl voice online with strangers on Chatroulette and similar websites. Her and Fuckhead Jones take turns on Chatroulette: Emi practicing her girl voice, and Fuckhead jumping in to troll.

Triggers:
not being seen as a girl, facial hair, bad makeup

Signs of Fronting:
fixing hair, adjusting lashes, checking nails, girl voice

Hajisuke is a former Mormon Missionary. He is still strongly tied to the missionary lifestyle and core beliefs of loving people and respecting the heavens.

Triggers:
rude people, Mormonism, people abusing the less fortunate

Signs of Fronting:
strangely friendly, great conversationalist, speaking Japanese

Fuckhead Jones is the polar opposite of Hajisuke. He struggles with empathy.

Triggers:
cigarettes, cannabis, cursing

Signs of Fronting:
rude behavior, smoking continuously, lack of empathy

Knifeboy doesn’t say much, but he can tolerate high levels of pain.

Triggers:
Knives, lighters, saws, razors

Signs of Fronting:
Self harm

Johnny Jesus is the savior of corruption and a survivor of the desert rituals. He loves plants and seeing things grow.

Triggers:
The desert, sand, plants, binomial nomenclature

Signs of Fronting:
collecting plant cuttings, repotting plants, watching aquariums

Anunemu Maionemu is the counterpart of Johnny Jesus. He was left in the desert along with the memories of abuse. While his sentence was 10 years, he served 20.

Triggers:
The desert, sand, scripture, prophecy

Signs of Fronting:
prophetic speech, scriptural language

Mini Mina speaks Japanese and hardly any English. She is fond of playing house with small dolls in the sandbox with her friends.

Triggers:
Little dolls, cute clothes

Signs of Fronting:
Speaking Japanese like a little child, staying quiet

The Bear Spirit is a perversion of the Holy Ghost, a callback program that is meant to bring the system back to Mormonism. It is the only being that the Spirit of Bob is afraid of.

Signs of Influencing:
Cathartic emotional relief, feeling of longing for acceptance

The Daily Shamer is an intrusive thought program that repeats abusive self talk at the system. It is shame based and anything that is perceived as shameful or embarrassing triggers it’s response.

Signs of Influencing:
Negative and abusive self talk, cursing

The Spirit of Bob is an introject of Bob from Fire Walk With Me, and Twin Peaks.

Signs of Influencing:
Staring

The Spirit of Carol is an introject of the most skilled programmer that abused us.

Signs of Influencing:
Self harm, subliminal thought control

Bina is the Mina System Care Manager or MSCM of the system. She is an introject of multiple care workers including a past case manager and a handful of ER workers.

Triggers:
Texting, tasks and to-do lists, healthcare apps

Signs of Fronting:
Scheduling, self care, task detailing, messaging or emailing

Lightmina is the lightmode version of Darkmina. She prefers working on bright white screens, and loves lots of lights on in the living space.

Triggers:
Lights, bright white screens, overexposed photographs

Signs of Fronting:
Scheduling, self care, task detailing, messaging or emailing

OG Mina is the one who endured abuse and trafficking when young. They understood that police are not your friends. They protected their abusers even in times when they could have gotten help.

Triggers:
Police, cannabis, VHS video cameras

Signs of Fronting:
Fearlessness, co-conspiring behavior