System Map
She/Her
28-33
ミナ
She/Her
28-33
“Mina means ‘everyone’ in Japanese, and all of us alters use my name freely.”
This is Mina, she is the “host” of the system, though she has been on and off in performing that role. She is a designer and an artist. She also does still & motion image documenting.
Triggers:
loud noises, rude or aggressive behavior, cigarette smoke, gaslighting
Signs of Fronting:
makeup, girl-talk, professionalism, light-heartedness
She/Her
31-33
Darkmina
She/Her
31-33
“Darkmode is superior because it saves energy, lacks simulacra, and is easier on the eyes.”
This is Darkmode Mina, she is the darker side of the two Minas, the other being Lightmode Mina.
She is a full-stack designer. She is very serious about her design work.
Triggers:
gaslighting, not being taken seriously, unprofessionalism
Signs of Fronting:
dark makeup, sarcastic girl-talk, professionalism, dark-humor
He/Him
45
Peter
He/Him
40-45
“People are like trains, if you find out what the hold up is, and address it calmly, they get going again”
Peter is great at navigating the subway system of NYC. He is also great at conflict management and keeping a level head when things get sketchy.
Triggers:
sometimes gets annoyed when the trains aren’t running on time
Signs of Fronting:
calm smile, confident navigation skills, personableness
She/Her
18-24
Emi
She/Her
18-24
“Seriously? Like, no way. On god, I legit had no idea.”
Emi is a girly girl. She likes to practice her girl voice online with strangers on Chatroulette and similar websites. Her and Fuckhead Jones take turns on Chatroulette: Emi practicing her girl voice, and Fuckhead jumping in to troll.
Triggers:
not being seen as a girl, facial hair, bad makeup
Signs of Fronting:
fixing hair, adjusting lashes, checking nails, girl voice
He/Him
19-22
恥助
He/Him
19-22
“Respect the Heavens, and Love the People”
Hajisuke is a former Mormon Missionary. He is still strongly tied to the missionary lifestyle and core beliefs of loving people and respecting the heavens.
Triggers:
rude people, Mormonism, people abusing the less fortunate
Signs of Fronting:
strangely friendly, great conversationalist, speaking Japanese
He/They
17-27
ファックヘッド・ジョーンズ
He/Him
17-27
“Fuckhead Jones is Acid Daddy!”
Fuckhead Jones is the polar opposite of Hajisuke. He struggles with empathy.
Triggers:
cigarettes, cannabis, cursing
Signs of Fronting:
rude behavior, smoking continuously, lack of empathy
He/Him
7-11
Knifeboy
He/Him
7-11
“…”
Knifeboy doesn’t say much, but he can tolerate high levels of pain.
Triggers:
Knives, lighters, saws, razors
Signs of Fronting:
Self harm
He/Him
5-9
ジョニー・ジーザス
He/Him
5-9
“We are Jesus, we are John, we are John and Jesus all along”
Johnny Jesus is the savior of corruption and a survivor of the desert rituals. He loves plants and seeing things grow.
Triggers:
The desert, sand, plants, binomial nomenclature
Signs of Fronting:
collecting plant cuttings, repotting plants, watching aquariums
He/Him
7-9
Anunemu Maionemu
He/Him
7-9
“Behold, I say unto you…”
Anunemu Maionemu is the counterpart of Johnny Jesus. He was left in the desert along with the memories of abuse. While his sentence was 10 years, he served 20.
Triggers:
The desert, sand, scripture, prophecy
Signs of Fronting:
prophetic speech, scriptural language
She/Her
3-4
ミニ ミナ
She/Her
3-4
“みなちゃんあそびたい”
Mini Mina speaks Japanese and hardly any English. She is fond of playing house with small dolls in the sandbox with her friends.
Triggers:
Little dolls, cute clothes
Signs of Fronting:
Speaking Japanese like a little child, staying quiet
It/It’s
Ageless
熊の魂
It/It’s
Ageless
“Come unto me”
The Bear Spirit is a perversion of the Holy Ghost, a callback program that is meant to bring the system back to Mormonism. It is the only being that the Spirit of Bob is afraid of.
Signs of Influencing:
Cathartic emotional relief, feeling of longing for acceptance
It/It’s
Ageless
毎日の恥付ける者
It/It’s
Ageless
“Shut up you f***ing f***”
The Daily Shamer is an intrusive thought program that repeats abusive self talk at the system. It is shame based and anything that is perceived as shameful or embarrassing triggers it’s response.
Signs of Influencing:
Negative and abusive self talk, cursing
It/It’s
Ageless
ボブのスピリット
It/It’s
Ageless
*Stares*
The Spirit of Bob is an introject of Bob from Fire Walk With Me, and Twin Peaks.
Signs of Influencing:
Staring
It/It’s
Ageless
Spirit of Carol
It/It’s
Ageless
*Flexes arthritic fingers*
The Spirit of Carol is an introject of the most skilled programmer that abused us.
Signs of Influencing:
Self harm, subliminal thought control
She/Her
40
Bina, MSCM
She/Her
40
“Let me know if you need anything”
Bina is the Mina System Care Manager or MSCM of the system. She is an introject of multiple care workers including a past case manager and a handful of ER workers.
Triggers:
Texting, tasks and to-do lists, healthcare apps
Signs of Fronting:
Scheduling, self care, task detailing, messaging or emailing
She/Her
28-33
Lightmina
She/Her
28-33
“Lightmode is bright, uplifting, and energizing”
Lightmina is the lightmode version of Darkmina. She prefers working on bright white screens, and loves lots of lights on in the living space.
Triggers:
Lights, bright white screens, overexposed photographs
Signs of Fronting:
Scheduling, self care, task detailing, messaging or emailing
She/He
3-5
OG Mina
They/Them
3-4
“I ain’t no rat”
OG Mina is the one who endured abuse and trafficking when young. They understood that police are not your friends. They protected their abusers even in times when they could have gotten help.
Triggers:
Police, cannabis, VHS video cameras
Signs of Fronting:
Fearlessness, co-conspiring behavior